The past 74 hours
sleep total: 8 hours
food intake: 2/5ths orange, 1/2 cracker, 1/3 cup unsweetened yogurt, water and unsweetened herbal tea
nausea factor: ranges from bad to not as bad
talking to friends and family. (You are all amazing, by the way.)
checking email, and blog for traffic and comments (It matters. It helps.)
researching divorce law and my rights, first steps toward finding a lawyer.
8-hour not-all-horrible conversation with A~ when he came by (at my insistence) to fetch more of his stuff.
Chances of reconciliation
slim slim slim.