Another Day

I'm at work and I'm alive.

That's the update.

I'm drained and exhausted, and I'm very sad, and still reeling, but somehow I'm also feeling better.

This is the kind of hurt I never expected to experience in my life.

But at the moment, looking back on the two miscarriages I had this year, I see them as a difficult blessing. The question of babies or not, at the moment, is answered with a whole-hearted "Thank God not!" At least for the time being.